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BlackHole 10th Anniversary Event 『誕生』
POIDOL / アクメ / NEVERLAND / ビバラッシュ
O.A.：Houts / マザー
OPEN 15:30 / START 16:00
前売 4000 / 当日 4800
I felt so lucky that I got to see Cion again so fast!!! Like before August even started, I never knew I could meet him in August as well!!! Just two days before seeing Mako!!! I missed the official first live on the 18th but I didn’t really care because I was spending quality time with my family. I was so happy I was able to catch the live this day! I didn’t even plan my flight/tokyo schedule about this due to they announced this last minute but I’m so glad that I was lucky for this. I’m truly grateful.
I had a #49 and since it’s for Mother and it’s not weekend, I had hope I might be able to get dosen. But since Cion doesn’t look at saizen usually, it wouldn’t be worth being in saizen if it’s not dosen. I just played my luck… I got in, got up to the dosen person and asked if she’s seeing Mother and she said no one asked about it yet and I said it’s ok? And she asked for my name and number. She was kinda bitchy when I couldn’t understand her at first but I was shocked I was really able to get dosen for Cion….. first time seeing him as Ako and his new band… ah!!
Mother went second. As I took my spot and as I was waiting, the girl to my right started talking to me. She asked me if I went to the 8/18 live or not and like it’s also her first time seeing Cion in his new band etc. It was nice to have someone as emotional support that moment ahh! She also said she remembered me from Vrzel lives too. (Damn, I was that noticeable!??)
My heart and soul didn’t feel like it was mine once the live started. They projected an animation video first and then the drummer, guitarist, and bassist came out. I was only able to take a 0.5 sec glimpse at Rucy because the whole time… the whole moment… I was just staring at the door waiting for my kami-sama. My eyes did not wanna leave that door, that moment, it was hard to believe I’d be able to see Cion again. Before I realized it…. as if just in a blink of an eye, C… no… Ako… was fully out on stage already!!! I felt like I missed the whole moment when he came out of the door in just one blink. I only remember my kami-sama walking up the step and was right. in. front. of. me. Ako. It felt as if I had forgotten how to breath and my heart had forgotten how to beat. I was basically in shock mode when he was right in front of me. He was really there. So close…. the tall slim figure that I’ve longed to see all the time. I could smell his perfume when he was moving around. It was the same one he uses as Cion, Chanel Egoist Platinum.
At first I was holding up my light stick but then I gave up on it cause I wasn’t doing much but staring at him. Ako looked beautiful like the usual! His whole head and hair looked like the last blonde hair pony tail look from Vrzel. Ako only had his left earring in, it was long and gorgeous. His lip color was not the red Chanel 154, but was a pink shade instead. His skin seemed to have gotten worst cause you can see a lot of dents+pores. His extention-pony tail part seemed very soggy as well.. maybe it’s the same out from Vrzel times. He had a very beautiful dark green-red aurora jacket on and a fancy designed scarf in front tied around stomach level.
They only played 3 songs, the first being “So Many” and I don’t know the names to the other two songs. During the first song, I thought I saw Ako glance around and did looked at the front. He didn’t fixate his eyes on anyone during that time so I didn’t know if he really saw me or not… it really looked like he did though take a few glances near the beginning.
He went to the right and left for a few seconds at one point and kept blowing flying kisses to people in the back. His flying kisses gotten weaker though haha!! There was a slight hip twirl moment and that also looked weak too. It felt as if Ako is nervous or he is still trying to get used to being on stage again.
But no matter what, he is still perfect in my eyes. My love for him is so unconditional that it’s so scary.
I love it when Ako would give us hints on the furi. He really thought over the furi for his songs!! For headbang, he would point to his head. He would also say jump, mosh, (jump)higher, etc.
The third song is a moshing song Ako told us all to stand to the shimote side and in 3,2,1 we mosh. Other than the moshing part, I basically didn’t do the furi properly I was like staring at Ako and arms just doing half-ass furi and I even stopped at one point completely and just stared at him. I wasn’t expecting this but he lowered himself down… to my eye level and looked at me in the eyes… I’m not sure how to measure time during that moment but I just know it was long enough for the slow me to realize he was staring at me. It felt as long as the time Mako stared at me during his solo… about 2~3 seconds. Ako’s face was so close….. He didn’t look away so I ended up looking downwards…. He’s too beautiful and I feel I’m not worthy of him to look at me… but I love it when he looks at me!!!
They really didn’t do MC other than saying they are Mother. The live ended with the animal-kami-sama voice speaking. I wasn’t able to digest anything that day… I was too happy seeing Ako. I’ve waited for this day for 10 months!!
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