KHRYST＋ LAST LIVE「THE KHRYST＋」
2019.12.18 Mt.RAINIER HALL SHIBUYA PLEASURE PLEASURE
開場18:30/開演19:00
全席指定￥4,500 (別途D代)
Setlist:
1. 螺旋階段
2. SACRED
3. クラクラ
4. DON'T BE SILLY
5. WELCOME TO HEAVENS GATE
6. FEEDLE-DE-DEE
7. FREAKING OUT
8. ボクトアソボウヨ…
9. LIVE OR DIE
-ENCORE-
1. LET'S SING ALONG
2. 泡沫の君へ
3. REDRUM
I was taking this day way too easy… and it was just hard to believe that my seat was one of the dosen seats. Finally, I was able to be center for Byo. I have waited for this position since the very first day they were born but it was just ironic that it was during the last live I was able to get my center position. Originally I wasn’t going to come to this live if it was just a 1-year anniversary because this is on a Wednesday and I have trouble taking days off work for just that but since it was a disbandment live…. I ended up taking 1.5 days of work for this and then jumping back to work right away. There were def things I’d wish I can do better during this day when I met Byo during satsueikai but then I hope I can make up for his disappointment in me when I get to see him again… someday… whenever that is.
I entered the venue and gracefully, proudly found my A10 seat and sat there silently while I wait for the live to start and waiting to see who else was on the other side of dosen, A11. A girl I did not recognize. I’m kinda glad I didn’t have to share dosen with the two baba that I dislike. They were always in the center during all other lives and it’s annoying because I had no ways of getting a spot in there and she always seems to be avoiding me for no reason.. Well I don’t bite. The crazy Jin gya happened to be A9 but she did not stay at her spot for 98% of the time but just left her stuff there and she went to the side with her friend. LOL. It was nice that it was pretty spacious for me then with at least a person space to my left and right. And the baba seemed to have tickets on saizen shimo and they tried to ask the kami dosen side if they are willing to switch or not but ofcourse they said no lol. Anyways… I was just super proud of my spot and I think I deserve this spot at this last live. I need no one else’s head in my way, I wanted a clear view of Byo. I’m not better than other fans but Byo means so much to me… I’ve done a lot for Screw. They were so important to me. I also never stood out as a fan back then because I never had the chances to see them enough.
I didn’t really feel too emotional during the live, I don’t know if my feelings were numbed or I already saw the disbandment coming since they weren’t gaining fans at all… I love Byo though. I feel bad for him, his ego, his fame were mostly gone. His fame in Screw era can never be compared with whatever he can do now but his ego is still so high. I worry for him, he is and will be always my Byo-sama. I wish the best for him.
Most of the time, I was just looking at Byo and having in mind that may or may not be the last time I will get to see Byo on stage. I tried to make eye contact with Quina but he didn’t give me much reactions so I focused back on Byo since I love Byo by heart but I just like to stare at Quina for random attention back then. Knowing it may be the last, I tried to record in my mind how Byo is like on stage and the way he moves and just everything.
For most of the headbang I did not do it but I tried to follow most of the other furi. Khryst furi was still a mess on certain songs and for those I did not do anything. I couldn’t get myself to smile that much as well because I simply did not know how to feel anymore, like I’m numbed. There were ofcourse gyakudai and during the last gyakudai, my whole body was crushed on the amp and my arm was brutally bruised but I’m glad I made it alive there lol! I came to see Byo, not to sacrifice my life for anyone. Anywaysssss, near the end, there was a moment when Byo’s eyes and mine met and I lightly nodded my head to him and he responded with a nod. From me, it was the nod of “Thank you for everything and I know you have tried your best despite this outcome but I am always going to support you”. I hope he understood the message of my nod. I will forever support him.
After the live, there was satsueikai! While waiting for satsueikai, I saw Kazuki leaving through the elevators… I shouted KAZUKI! And waved…. And then he looked at me and like had a blank face for a few seconds and then waved back. Haha.. sorry hes prob thinking who the fuck is this girl….
During the photo, I chose Byo to be next to me but right when I walked up to the members, I greeted them (while looking at Byo mainly) and then Quina greeted me in English… So my attention went to him. I looked at his tattoo on his chest and I was like, “omg… the tattoo is cool….” and then Byo got annoyed and scold at me… “はやく座ろうよ、、、！” Sorryyyyy Byo-sama… Then we posed for the photo, Byo put his hand around my shoulder. After the photo Quina’s voice came up again, “Thank you very much!” And then I thanked them. I told them お疲れ様でした。いつもありがとうございます。また会えるの、、？また会いたいです、、to Byo and he just said Thanks and matane while reaching out to grab my hand that was reaching out to hold his hand one last time and then I left.
Sorry Byo, I wish I could have said more to you.
I will hope for the day I can see you again.
Don’t forget about me please.
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