2016.11.08 Bye Bye Japan

My morning did not start out alright since I pulled an all nighter last night at the karaoke. The karaoke time was so fun but right after it, it felt like HELL. I didn't feel right, a bit dizzy from no sleep, more like very dizzy. And I felt my heart pounding real badly and headache and just everything together and having to wait 20 minutes for the train is like a killer in this condition. Seriously if I will do all nighter karaoke next time again... I better be sleeping till like 6 PM before pulling through midnight to the following morning. And ofcourse I didn't want to go back to USA yet.. but I must. I mad it back and tried my best to clean everything and finish packing and got out of the room. I spent a few hours just sleeping at the sofa at the airnbn house lobby right outside of the room I stayed at. LOL I had nowhere else to stay!! And they were nice enough to left me just hang around. And I got a toriyaki before I headed off to the airport.

These were just the series of thoughts I had throughout the plane ride:

The moment I got on the plane I fell asleep. I slept through the whole part where the flight took off to the sky. Woke up around 45 minutes later with the airplane in mid sky already.

I thought dinner wouldn't be too soon and I took another nap..... Uh.... Woke up another hour later and almost everyone had dinner already =.= I'd be one of the awkward ones eating dinner after dinner time. Honestly the first thing I'd do once I get back to SF is probably eat good food. Still bitter over the avocado pizza that doesn't exist anymore and I'd never get to eat it in my life.

One month in Japan, I wonder has this month changed me? I wanted to eat at some places in SF but didn't want to go there alone usually but currently I'm feeling why not? There are still places where I don't want to go in alone but I guess some is better than no for all.

I should be in SF at 12:05 noon. What shall I do today~~~? I want my fucking pizza. And I think of course will try to download all the shit I need to download first. And then upload all the pictures of this trip. Basically gather all the info that's needed to write my blog posts.

I don't want to be back in SF but I'm not sure I really want to stay in Japan for too long either. It really gets me a bit depressed that 90% of the foreign people I talked with in Japan thinks I'm 24~25 years old. I'm literally only 22...

I think I just don't want to go back to SF and face reality again. It doesn't matter where, I just hope to stay away.

I'm sleepy throughout the whole plane ride.