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【マジカルスクエア(広島)】
2018年9月16日(日)
OPEN 13:45 / START 14:00
内容: アコースティックライブ＆トーク＆サイン会
After I was done with my brunch, I headed to Magical Square for the instore. I waited outside for a while and then we were told to line up by numbers. I have #7. After lining up for a few minutes, out of nowhere, someone in black casually walked past us (he was trying to act unsuspicious but he was suspicious as fckkk lol) I noticed it was Hiyuu and then after a few more "unsuspicious" steps he scrolled back casually again and into the instore as if he never scrolled past us in the first place from the other direction. HIYUU WAS SO HOT OMG..... the girl in front of me looks shocked and frozen from the sight of Hiyuu haha! That's me with Yuuki alright. After a few min, some older fans that I recognized from yesterday's live came and I glanced over and seems like they have 5th and 6th, so they are supposed to be in front of me but they thought they were the last so they went to the back. I spoke out to them telling them I am $7 and please go ahead to stand in front of me. They said thank you and kind tried to talk to me and such and such. They remembered I'm a foreign fan and currently living in Shimane.
Finally we were told to go in the cd shop and the seatings were out of my expectations. Though first I walked in and I first saw Zero chilling in the back and Hiyuu was also there too and only Yuuki, Satoshi, and Ichiro were on the "stage" of the instore event. It wasn't till later till I remembered that there was the acoustic live. 3 rows and it's 4 seats per row. The first 3 ppl took the first row but starting from the 4th person (the two older fans who came later) they sat on the second row instead so they can sit next to each other and I just followed them because I didn't want to sit on first row........ I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO SIT ON FIRST ROW FOR MY FIRST L INSTORE OR ANY L INSTORE SORRY.... but maybe I should have... but I was afraid. I was very afraid. So yeah I end up sitting on the 3rd seat on second row. And in the end, the first row far right (4th) seat was empty. *sorry* The instore started shortly and they starting the acoustic live. Midway, Zero sat down in a seat to my right.... we were like 1.5~2.5 human beings width away omg. From where I was sitting, I was able to see Satoshi and Yuuki but Ichiro was blocked fully by the girl in front of me. Yuuki changed his hair color to red!!!! That kind of red is like a very nice red and it suits him soooo much!! I was obsessed with his new hair!!! They started with a few of their songs in acoustic version. Yuuki was sitting on a chair to sing at first but then he end up standing and not use the chair because it was wobbly. And then they asked if any fans want to request songs and anything is ok! I was too shy to raised my hand and afterwards it was too late. But one fan in the 3rd row wanted to request a song (it was either white out or aikotoba) but then they tried and failed so she requested a different song. They tried it and it went... OK. haha. OK means ok alright. They were having so much fun it seems <3 I'm so happy to come to this instore because it was better than I thought it'd be. I enjoyed it more than I thought I'd enjoyed it considering I've been so obsessed with VRZEL. I enjoyed this instore 100%!
They also played Need You. AS EXPECTED, MY HEART AND MY SOUL MELTED BECAUSE IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After that, they sang some English songs! YUUKI SOUNDS GOOD SINGING ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I enjoyed the acoustic live so much that I am so grateful to be able to hear it soon again in the next instore at the end of September! I enjoyed acoustic live more than the real live so far because I prefer to sit and listen to him sing. I like giving all my focus on him and not have to focus on furi and such and such.
After a few songs, they invited the other members to come to the stage for talk. There were no Q's so it was just free talk. They were trying to find topics to talk about haha... I feel bad for this on this but no one offered question sheets for fans to write on before the instore. I couldn't catch what they talked about fully because my brain was so tired but I think they were mentioning something about Hiyuu and "toromupu"... and I really couldn't recall what else they talked about haha!!!! My brain really couldn't remember for the sake of anything. But they talked a bit about the new release. And then Yuuki said recently Ichiro had been "touching" him on his legs a lot. HAHA!!!!! LIKE FOR EXAMPLE, Yuuki would be napping and then Ichiro would be touching up his legs and/or touching up/grabbing Yuuki's crotch.....and then Yuuki would wake up immediately... haha! They are so g*y for each otherrrrr (the next day, Zero posted a short IG vid story showing Yuuki and Ichiro holding hands while crossing the street..... gawd.... they are so cute!
After the acoustic live and talk, it was time for signing. Yes. Finally. I've waited 3 years for this day. 3 years to find a chance to get Yuuki to sign my phone. Ya know when people talk about if you want something really badly and after a long time of waiting, you no longer feels that you want it that much anymore? That happens to me sometimes but for this occasion. Nope. This one is solid real deal. I wanted this 3 years ago and that "want" has only gotten stronger and not weaker. We all lined up for the sign and since there were only like 8 people at the instore, the staff gave us some time to talk with the members during our sign. They were in this order: Satoshi, Hiyuu, Zero, Yuuki, and Ichiro. I WAS SO NERVOUS... I didn't know what to say nor if I wanted to say anything at all. When it was finally my turn.... I literally inched up to Satoshi and Hiyuu's table (two tables S and H at one and Z Y I at the second table) I sense Satoshi and Hiyuu felt it was weird that I just silently came up and then I handed them the chekis to sign and I said "onegaishimasu" (OR DID I EVEN SAY THAT....) BUT I think I said "Thank you" in English and Satoshi was like "uh huh~....... Ehh?" And I told him I'm from American and I can't speak Japanese (well....) I think I accidentally told him that I can ONLY speak English and no Japanese at all EVEN THOUGH I TOLD HIM THAT IN JAPANESE... LOLOL. So that was why he was like shocked. His reaction was sooooo funny. Like he was not believing me that I don't know Japanese well and didn't seem to believe me that I can speak English fluently (native da-yo~) And I repeated myself and Satoshi got a little more serious and said, "まじで？” and I said "yes! Only English!"<- or something like that. I forget what I said exactly in English but that seemed to be mind blowing to him and he backed up a step looking scared LOL.... and said to Hiyuu, "she's for real..!" And Satoshi consulted Hiyuu about something and somehow Hiyuu's reaction kinda showed that it may be a bad idea or something??? I dunno what really happened but I just remembered Satoshi faced Hiyuu and Hiyuu gave a *no it's a bad idea so change it* kind of face. Anyways, Satoshi turned back to me and he said something along the lines of, "You are pretty girl!/ You are very pretty!/ You very pretty girl!" <- I forget the exact wording of it but it's one of these that he said to me in English. I forget if I said anything back (maybe I said thank you but omg that moment I was really flattered..... Like omg... SATOSHI SAID I'M PRETTY!!!!! Wait, to be more exact, SATOSHI IS THE FIRST BAND GUY TO SAY I'M PRETTY.....AHHH!!) So dumbass me forgot what I said to Satoshi but then all I remember was telling him that I think Hiyuu is more handsome than Satoshi. And Satoshi gave a "I see how it is" kind of expression/reaction haha! SORRY! I LOVE YOU! I'LL MAKE IT UP BY TAKING A PIC WITH YOU NEXT TIME!!!! LOL! Anyways that moment, the Zero fan I met who's in front of me told Yuuki, Ichiro, Zero that I'm from America but currently living in Shimane and traveled to Hiroshima for Init'L. (Thank you!!!!! She's so sweet ahhh!!!!!) And she told me that they were very happy to hear that! And then the Zero fangirl was done, I moved on to the next table..... I said hi to them and then I handed Zero and Ichiro chekis and then I handed Yuuki my phone and told him, "ZENBU!" and he was like, "zenbu?" to confirm and I said yes! I first told Ichiro that I was surprised yesterday (when I almost ran into him right outside the venue cause I was looking down on my phone) and Ichiro was like, "Yesterday?... ah!!! yes!" and he mimicked the action of crashing into someone who was on their phone LOL. And then I faced Zero (GAWD DAMMIT I WAS TOO SCARED TO FACE YUUKI AND TALK TO YUUKI SO LET ME BE..........LET ME BE TALKING TO OTHER MEMBERS...) But good job to me that I actually managed to say something to 3 members because typical me wouldn't be able to say anything at all. Anyways, I told Zero that I have the same birthday as him and he was like "oh! really? december....ni..." And I said, "YES DECEMBER 22!!!!!" And he said, "Woah!" and I said, "really! it's really true! same birthday!!" and he said something and then he gave me a thumbs up! And right after, Yuuki handed me back my phone and I all I planned to say was, "Thank you and bye" but then I forced myself to say something else... I just stopped and stared at Yuuki and tried to remember the 10000000 things in my head that I had wanted to tell him and all that came up was I like his hair so I just told him, "Your hair color. I like it!" And he said "Thank you!" And than I just said bye and "ran away" once again. LOL. *jk, not really run but yeah....* I just said bye again and then I walked off to get my bag. I bought chekis after that. I walked outside the shop and just chilled with the Zero fangirl for a while while we wait for her friend, a Hiyuu fangirl. When she was done, we decided to go eat. I guess I just casually tagged along ahah! They said how about go to the Magi Cafe and there's L's sign there too. We went but then the L signs were covered up so too bad for me. L members had the egg hambagu dish and a special non alcoholic drink. (Yuuki had the spicy plate but I settled with the non spicy one because I didn't want to deal with the spice and also I didn't get the drink that L got because I liked another drink from the menu more~ it's a blue drink!!!! I think it's passionfruit+yogurt alcoholic drink! I never pass on blue drinks!!!!! But I will try L's next time!!!!) And then while waiting for our food...... suddenly Satoshi came up to the cafe to use the bathroom...... LOL SATOSHI HAD HIS GLASSES OFF DURING THIS MOMENT. JDKASJDKASJDKAHD. Satoshi had the "あれ？" expression when he met eyes with us. And then he walked off to the bathroom lol... after that, he got on the elevator to leave. We waved at him bye bye and he waved back from the elevator. This is funny efffffffff to me because it reminded me of the time after a Lycaon photoshooting, I left on the elevator and I was waving to Satoshi and this time, it was the opposite: Satoshi was leaving on an elevator and I was waving from the outside haha! And then shortly like 5 min later, Zero and Ichiro came up to use the bathroom too omg.... And then right before they left, one of the fans I was with called out to Ichiro asking if he took a shower or not and then his reply was, "yeah, we showered". Just loving how he was asked if HE showered or not and he replied with WE, lol! And then they left. All 3 other fans were all over the window to look at the members get in their vans and I'm just like casually sitting in my seat waiting for my food cause I am not like CRAZY to need to see Yuuki. I saw him at the instore, I was super satisfied and happpppppy. The FOOD WAS SO GOOD OMG. I REALLY LOVE HIROSHIMA FOOD. I usually dont like and don't care for the patty dishes but THIS ONE WAS TRULY GREAT!!!! They drink was sooooo good too!! But I think they should have put more alcohol in it xD~! And then after the meal, I took the highway bus to get home. Today was so much fun and I am super grateful to meet some L fans.
I like Initial'L so much that I am afraid to love them even more after seeing them. I always feel I'm cursed. I am afraid to lose them more than any band. I live and breath off Yuuki's voice. It gives me power to follow my dreams, it gives me motivation to do things, and it reminds me to never give up. I don't need Yuuki's attention. I don't need his acknowledgement. I don't need his eye contacts. I just need him to continue singing, smiling, and doing things that he wants to do. That is my main fangirl wish.
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