2019.03.02 Vexent: Oneman Live

Vexent Oneman Live

2019.2.23 恵比寿club aim

OPEN 17:30/START18:00

前売 ￥3,000

With the help of Julia, I was able to get #2 and the whole story behind it was just wild! She got me #3 but somehow her friend got #2 and doesn't need it and was planning to sell it. But then they transferred it to me when I told them I want one for Jamie too.... in the end I was able to get #2 and 3 without meaning to and that's how Jamie and I ended up there! AGAIN. Saizen twice, same venue, same band, both lives that we were able to go together! WHAT ARE THE CHANCES...? And I remember after 1/5, we were saying how we would prob never get another chance in saizen together and here we are in saizen for "our" last live together for Vexent again. 

It was nerve wrecking, like from the moment we are outside of the venue waiting to the end of the live because I'm sure 1000 eyes were staring at us, the two gaijins with dosen and shimo1 spots. The person with a #1 was a Mirai fan so the spots that we wanted were available! I went straight to my dosen and placed my towel there... shortly after Jamie came and she got her spot to my left.... then the rest of the Mako gya came and they were super frustrated over us in the spots that they wanted haha. They even got the guts to ask us who's gya we are.... Are they for real. If I'm standing in dosen... I know what I'm doing and ofcourse I'm gya of Mako! And as for Jamie, it doesn't matter what fan she is if she's my friend, standing next to me, and holds a lower number than those other gyas. They eventually were like trying to figure out ways to try to separate us and yadayada but in the end, this Mako gya ended up taking shimo2 and a regular Mako gya took kami1, and also another mako one that I'm aware of was right behind me. With this kind of formation and being on dosen for the first time, I was very nervous and scared but I was glad that I had Jamie with me all the way! 

Today was such a special day for me and one of the most perfect lives I've ever went to! It marks the first time I've been in dosen for any band guys. So my first time in dosen was for Mako and this was something that I'd never thought of would happened. This may seem like a minor thing to some people but it was a big thing to me. I'm glad that my first time in dosen was for Mako. He really does give a lot of attention to first few row gyas too, unlike Cion who never looks at the first and second rows. Mako has a great skill of noticing fans and remembering things of them. Though honestly saying, it's boring to be in the back or even mid-floor for Vexent. I love being in the front for Vexent ahh!! I couldn't remember much of what happened really because I was busy with the furi and once in first row... I did all the furi with my best ability! I remember two times I thought the headbang will end at this moment but then it didn't so I was just like cursing under my breath and just head my head down the rest of the way and I'm pretty sure Mako noticed at least one of those moments of mine. I've tried my best though! 

I've forgotten how many times I've actually looked at Mako's face seriously enough to be able to remember what happened and how the scene was like but all I remember was it was awesome. No one else's head was in my way, I was super close to Mako, I was right in front of him. My memory may be shit on the visual image of the event but my feelings about it are strong. Thank you to everyone who helped me enjoyed this day! 

Weird fact: I enjoy saku-ing for Mako more than any other band guys.... (Ok maybe Cion is exception but yeah lol!) I never want to and never would like to admit that I like... really like Mako. It's funny how I still remember the day I clearly said on twitter that I went to Vexent's instore for the first time because of shopping service and that I also will never like them because I don't think I can ever like Mako's voice... well well... what happened here...?! I hate how I am stuck in an emotional roller-coaster when it comes to my Vexent fandom. Mako's bipolar-like personality drives me insane cause I dunno what I should do to ensure I get the best out of an instore/live! At the same time, I feel I know nothing about Mako. I want to know more about him.... I want to know everything about him.... But yeah I can't let myself like him that much haha....

Live Highlights: 

• I remembered looking a Mako's outfit and thinking how good white looks on him and I noticed a very big batch of black stain on his right side of the hip on his outfit and I was also noticing the cross necklace that he was wearing and also some rings.
• During a random moment, Mako was purposely kinda back bumping into Yuito. They were sooo cute!
• There was a time when Mako just spit once in the air (that reminded me of a whale haha!) and funny thing was Mirai was playing his solo I think and they were in similar poses!
• For one of the songs, Mako was trying to be sexy. I remember I couldn't look at it without cringing because the only person in this world who can do this correctly is Cion. Mako was kinda touching himself from top to bottom and then he did some whatever you can called failed hip twirls......... LOL they were so bad that I couldn't really look at them sorry. He tried though.
• There's a moment when I was too late to do a one hand up in the air jumping furi and by the time I got to it, my hands jabbed in Mako's mic slightly.. sorry Mako
• during the song where Mako shouts "ai ai ai ai!" and we have to shout "ai ai ai ai" in return, there's was a time where I was hella tired to do my 101% best and I think he was motioning people to jump higher and for some reason I think he looked at me when he was motioning it (prob he saw I was half assing it) nand so I picked up my energy and jumped and during the screaming part, I was lucky that the mic was like pointed towards me the closest and I shouted extra loud "AI AI AI AI" and after that he was smiling so big and looked so happy and approved of my loud "AI AI AI AIIIII!
• hand holding furi song moment during the hands holding part, Mako seemed to be looking at us holding hands and he seemed pleased looking at it
• During one of his long solo lines (where we saku for him as well), suddenly he just looked straight down at me.... of course I was looking straight up at him and was taken by surprised that he was looking at me and I though he would look away after a second but then he kept looking while singing the rest of that solo line and I panicked a bit cause I didn't want him to stare at my ugly face so after like what it felt like 4 seconds to my brain, I closed my eyes and put my head down cause I felt embarrassed! omg that moment though.... I melted so badly.
• Then there's the gyakudai...

1. of course that went on for many rounds and there were moments when Yuito/Mirai each came to the middle for about 2 rounds. During those times I side myself to the right because I didn't want to be gyakudai-ing for them directly. But funny thing was that I think Mirai literally "pushed" me to his left cause he wanted Jamie haha!!!! I was debating for the hardest time to saizen gyakudai for Mirai or side off and when I was bending over the bar, I felt Mirai's hand kinda just pushed me to his left haha!!!! I KNOW YA DON'T WANT ME cause I'm Mako gya and you have a fetish for my friend Jamieeee so this was not surprising to me, lol!
2.  Mako was so dumb at times, he'd stand on the stage step with his legs semi close during rounds of gyakudai.. it would be helpful if he'd step off the step or at least make enough space for me not to just be pushed between his feet and the girls behind me crushing me. 
3. Mako went off the stage, to the floor to get more people to do gyakudai for a looong time, when he was back, he was also doing gyakudai as saizen between me and the girl next to me. He kept shouting ITAI ITAI ITAI ITAI ITAI when the girls were crushing into him lol! And I remember grabbing on to his arm to try to pull him back on stage because I thought he wanted to get up the stage but I guess he wanna be part of the funnn haha! And after that, he popped back on stage and he was like holding on to his right thigh and limping saying Itai itai itai! SERVES YOU RIGHT HAHA!
4. during a of the rounds where Mako was center, he accidentally stepped on my pinky finger and I remember I quickly pulled my finger away after that and when the gyakudai was done, I felt someone's hand on my head... Like a gentle shook... 100% sure it was Mako apologizing for him stepping on my finger.
5. It's either during the last round or second to last round of gyakudai, Mako sat on my neck. It is what it is. LOL. I guess my first time being sat on was to Mako.. 

Photo:

I had two photos today! I walked in and Mako greeted me with gentle eyes, an "he's happy to see me" grin, and two waving hands.(sorry he's bipolar so I'm not sure what his reaction will be like to be each time haha..). The aura was very nice!!! So I immediately was like ハッグはいいですか？and he was like うん！いいですよ。and then I was like about to hug and he’s like standing hug? And I was like ummmmm *but Mako already proceeded to sit down and so I sat down but they were still waiting for my answer and I was like sitting is fine* and then we did the hug pose. Ahhh!!! The hug felt sincere. Thank you thank you! (On the other hand, I thought my hug wasn’t tight enough sorry!)

And then next pose he was what pose and I’m like I dunno!!! I panicked a bit cause I wanna choose but I also want him to choose haha.... I just told him... a cute pose! And he showed me the bunny pose and I was like ok! And then we posed doing that! He was leaning towards me and our hands were touching doing that poseeeee yeaaaaaaaay! But then after the photo it turned out that our hands overlapped haha! I wish I asked for another pose instead of letting him choose but oh well...

After that we stood up and they handed me the photos. I dunno how that happened but yes a handshake but it was so short... like a 2-3 second one only and then he changed into the other hand shake pose again and then he released it very quick again though (maybe my nails were jabbing into his hand hahaha!!) During that time, I was trying to tell him that today was 超楽しかった！and he chuckled slightly and was like lol 超楽しかった？(as if he doesn’t believe me!!) and that today is the last day Jamie and I .... Mako was like “last time together?” And I was like yes last time together going to Vexent’s lives.... and that Jamie is only here in March. And he didn’t reply much and I think he just said I see. And then he started to walk towards the exit (MORE LIKE HINTING ME TO GET LOST HAHA) but I wanted to say something more..... I was like I'll come back in May. See you in May! And he was like “うん” And I was like またね！And he was like “気をつけてね~” in A SUPER NICE TONE...... and he touched my lower back when he was saying that. The aura was so "yasashi" even though we didn’t talk much.