2019.02.24 Initial'L: 「アゲンジャーズvol.1 〜アゲmissionをこなせ〜」

Went to this placed called Gekko to try their famous Japanese mochi! The mochi were soooooooooo STRETCHY and CHEWY!! They were so expensive but they were sooo good! The top one is donburi and second one is kinako mochi. And then I walked past a cheesedog place and ended up eating one again!

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「アゲンジャーズvol.1 〜アゲmissionをこなせ〜」

2/24(日) 渋谷GUILTY

OPEN17:00/START17:30

前売 ¥3,000(D別) / 当日 ¥3,500(D別)

Cast: アゲハ / Initial’L / バイバイリグレット /

Breathing Booost / Meth.蜃気楼(名古屋)

Before coming to this live, I feared that I also will have no strong feelings like I didn’t for Vexent yesterday but once L came out, I was hyped. I was standing on second row between Hiyuu and Yuuki's area. Seriously, my body just moved on it’s own once they started playing. My face just smiled on its own. For most of the time, I just stared at Hiyuu and sometimes I looked at Yuuki. The whole time I was in lala land. I was too happy like way too happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I missed them so much and they are literally one of the best bands ever existed like I just love the music and voice! I was literally shaking and I couldn’t smile properly because my facial muscles were all shaking too... OMG. In my head, all that was running through was “I really like them I really like them I really LOVE them...... like no words can express how I’m feeling now and I just really LOVE them....” and then I was tearing up because the feelings were overflowing. I really love L. During the live, Yuuki never looked at me once but it was still fine. He is kami-sama. It’s bitter but I’m forever drugged by his voice. For most of the live, I stared at Hiyuu because he looked so happy while playing the bass. He looked so perfect. Facial expressions and movements. I think Hiyuu looked at me back quite a lot during the live!! I love how Hiyuu would mouth to the lyrics as well, just like what I do as well (but for me, only for songs I remember the lyrics too and love lol)

Hiyuu would also look at me in such a *I-don’t-know-you-look* as well outside of being on stage (cause he’s always smiling on stage) but that’s ok. His aura on stage is so strong making him so attractive.

During the last song, mosh pit song... the furi that I fucking hate the most..LOL I only pit moshed for a little and then I backed out for one round lol!!! Satoshi saw one of his friends at the back and he ran off stage to greet his friend and then later on, Satoshi joined pit mosh for one round. GAWD Satoshi IS SO SHORT LOL! I still remembered when he and I moshed past each other omg... I was so scared of knocking him over cause of how tiny he is.

After the live, I greeted two of the regular Satoshi fans I saw at past lives because I need to maintain a good relationship with god band’s fans right?!!! Lol... It took them a moment to recognize me, they were like “eeeehhh????” And I said long time no see. And then they were saying I changed my hair color and I had blonde hair before but now it’s dark brown. I was like yeah for work purpose (I lied but I didn’t know how to use Japanese to give a proper reason other than it’s for work LOL) they were nice though ahh!!! They were like let’s go exchange the drink ticket. Let’s go? And we headed there and we chatted a bit. The older one(I think her name is Erika) and I chatted for a long time!!! At least an hour. I am so thankful for her for putting up with my shitty Japanese ahh!!!! And she asked me when I’m coming again and I said 3/23 and she said she is going to 3 others so far but not same lives.

I had no idea why I was even standing there chatting for like 1~1.5 hours till I realized I am actually waiting with the other L fans for L to come back out once to take a photo on stage as the final closure I honestly don't care for L outside of stage because I ain't a stalker for L and I am happy seeing them only because I am a pure fan of their music but haha might as well because I really would like to be closer to these L fans and continue being accepted.

Midway while still standing at the bar area, Hiyuu scrolled past and I tried to say something to him but he didn't hear me and I was too shy to say anything loud enough ahhh HIYUU WAS SO HOT THOUGH UGH... After a while Yuuki and some others also headed out and they asked him where they are going and they said dinner. The girls were catching on to Yuuki to talk with him and Erika was like "it's your chance to say something! anything! otsukaresama, etc!!! hurry before he leaves!" and I debated forever... and I shouted "OTSUKARESAMADESHITA!" Yuuki turned to me and said thanks and then headed out the door. And then I immediately just did a face plant on the wall I was leaning on because kami-sama heard my otsukare to him ahhh!! LOL. Ok I was dramatic but totally that was how I was feeling exactly, like heart was exploding.

We waited and waited and finally the live ended and at around 9:40~ the L members came back. They were just walking around the floor at one point. Yuuki walked past me and I was like JUMPING.... while Erika's reaction was like so normal HAHA!!! And then Hiyuu was strolling around... and then he ended up passing out L flyers at the door. I was like OK IMA GO HOME NOW SO I CAN GET A FLYER FROM HIYUU AND TALK TO HIM but then I realized that I could have just grabbed the flyer but not leave and stay till later ah... Anyways.. on the way out I took a flyer from Hiyuu and then I tried to say what I wanted to say to him. I basically spammed him with "otsukaresama deshita" and "I'm glad I was able to come. I am so happy. The live was so fun" etc etc etc. He didn't talk much and said thank you with a smile. (Honestly it looked like a helpless smile like helpppp get this crazy girl away from me expression hahaha! Sorry not sorry)