First things first, I got my nails done first thing in the morning. This time I went for a cute design and I wanted tiger for Mako and bunny for me on the nails. It's co cute ah!!! And then I went to the kitkat shop in Ginza to get Mako a customized present kitkat... I got short messages printed on the kitkat. And during the wait time, I just ate at their cafe on second floor. The matcha parfait was sooooooo good but it was soooooo expensive!
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Vexent 解散主催公演 「動脈」
2019.05.05 [Sun] 池袋EDGE
開場 : 15:30/ 開演 : 16:00
前売 : ¥3,800/ 当日 : ¥4,300
Cast: Vexent/AIOLIN/アンドゥー/ヴァージュ/
てんさい。/未完成アリス/ヤミテラ
てんさい。/未完成アリス/ヤミテラ
Live:
Of course Vexent was the last to play since it was their last event live. I had a number in the late 40's and managed to get 3rd row center. I asked the person in front of me if she was seeing Vexent and she said no. She let me take over her spot after she saw her band. So I ended up with center second row till the girl to my right took over my center spot after all the shifting lmao but whatever, I had a perfect view of Mako as a whole when I was forced a bit to the right.
Before the live, I didn't know what to expect and how I would feel about this live because it seems my feelings are fcked up and I never feel what I should be feeling anyways at most times. But after the live, I'm glad that I went because the live was awesome. I was able to enjoy it with full heart. I had so much fun!
I'm not certain but it seemed like Mako made sure to try to notice and give eye contact to his fans..... even if they are standing on saizen far kami side. That's nice of him ah... but yeah I mean I'm not saying it in a jealous way... just that wow, he is nice. I'm not certain how frequently our eyes met but I think he did look through most of the second row because most of his fans are there as well. I don't recall Mako paying too much special attention to the dosen girl at this live. She is a Taiwanese girl but totally looks Japanese and fluent as well. I kinda wanted to see if Mako will look at the dosen girl like how he looked at me during part of one of his solos at the 3/2 live but I guess this time, he sung it looking at everyone normally.
I don't know what the reason was but I was able to enjoy seeing Mako on stage without Jamie at the live as well. During all the previous lives without Jamie, I wasn't able to enjoy them too much really. I think it's more of my own personal problem than Mako/Vexent but definitely I do like Mako way more than before by now.
Mako was smiling a lot during the whole live. He looked so energetic, so alive, so gorgeous. Mako's smile is one of the prettiest in this world! (I say that about all my tops I guess. Which are all true!!) It's weird because I am so obsessed over Mako's lips and I realized I stare at his mouth more than I stare at his eyes or the rest of his face.
Another thing I realized this time..... I really enjoyed saku-ing for Mako (during his solo parts). I never realized this before but this time I realized I felt so happy saku-ing for him. I enjoyed doing that and was happy doing so. I don't think I have felt this feeling for even Cion before... and I can't even remember the moments when I saku-ed for Cion in the past because I have bad memory.
I'm actually surprised that there was no gyakudai at this live and it's theme was「動脈」. As expected from Vexent..... I can never predict anything they do. They did played "Psychopath" as the second song so that's also why it was the head bang version instead of the gyakudai version. Also, they played "for you..." as the last song, a ballad song.
Satsueikai:
I was the second person to take my photos with Mako and I didn't get enough time to prepare whatever I wanted to do before the photo ahh! I was so blanked minded when I headed in and all I had in mind were the poses that I wanted and also my gift to him. I had completely forgotten about wanting to show him my nails.
When I was called into the satsueikai area, I tried my best to calmly walk in and placed my baggage on the table that they told me to. And then I walked up to Mako..... ah..... today's Mako was the nice version again! Yay!
Ma: やっほー!
Mu: Hi/Hello
Ma: やっほー!
Mu: やっほー!
Ma: *looking so proud of himself*
ミュージカでしょう?!
ミュージカでしょう?!?!?!
*I was too surprised by this that all I did was smiled and nodded at him and
I probably gave a one word answer like "Yes!" or "はい！"*
He had a soft expression on his face and he looked soooooo proud and happy that he remembered ahh!!! I was taken by surprised by this expected moment! I thought that I would never hear him say my name again other than on 2/23! I was so happy that I didn't know how to react. My heart was just jumping from joy! And it's funny how he's like repeating himself like omg I heard it alright ^_^ <3
And then time for the photo! At first he proceeded to do a normal pose and was placing his left hand on my shoulder or something but then I told him can we do kabedon. (YES I FINALLY ASKED FOR IT OMFG... I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THE PERFECT CHANCE...) And then I didn't know how we even started posing because my memory blanked out during most of the photo part. At first Mako was like ぼくから? ぼくがする？.... Bruh. Really Mako. Of course from you!! I won't kabedon you to the wall!!! It's a man's job haha!!! I replied with もちろん、、、and then Mako lowered himself to my eye level and got close... I felt so tokidoki because his faces was sooooo close and I was waiting for when he will put his hand on the wall behind me........... but instead within 2 seconds of face to face, he popped back up, looked at the camera lady with a *Do I have to do this properly/Hopeless/Helpless* huge smile on his face asking her something LOL!!!! I wasn't able to understand what he asked the camera lady but I thought I heard the word "笑顔/笑う" something like that in his question. The camera lady's face was like *wtf are you asking this, of course no* and she replied with, "um、、、 それはだめ、、、" Mako confirmed again, "ダメですか？". Camera lady once again, "そう、、、" (Mako was either asking if he can smile in the kabedon or look at the camera while doing so I think. Damn, he's got no experience doing this with his other fans yet!? haha) And then after his inquiry was rejected by the camera lady, Mako accepted his decline and there was silence for 1~2 seconds and, "じゃ、、、" Holy shit outta no prior notice he suddenly very quickly put his face right in front of mine even slightly closer than before and I thought about I would try to stare at his face but once I heard his hand *ドン* on the wall right next to my right ear.... My whole body was stiff and I wasn't able to keep my eyes open.... they stayed snapped shut for the rest of the kabedon photo.... which only lasted only 2 seconds after I closed my eyes LOL! Right after I closed my eyes, I heard the camera snap sound and then I immediately slid down the wall to the floor haha! I was like 怖い！怖い！and Mako chuckled and said it's the Mako style kabedon. Haha!!! It was scary but it was def fun alright!!! (Sigh I was going to save my first kabedon for Cion but in the end I gave it to Mako haha! No regrets!)
After that I stood back up and I said for the second photo, I wanted Mako's cutest face on my palm *I held my right palm facing up flat up his chin level* And Mako was like ok! And then he placed his chin on my palm with a somewhat duck/slight pout face at first and I said, "smile! your cutest smile!" and he was like, "笑顔?! OK!!" AND THEN HE FLASHED A SUPER CUTE SMILE OMFG... <3 He did a thumbs pose with his right hand and I did a peace sign. We never do the same pose with our hands but it's ok, we still looks cute in the photo kekeke~!
After that, he handed my photos to me and we did a hand shake or something and we said thanks to each other. He was like またね~ and I said うん！またね！２回だけ and he's like 2回？and I said only the 24th and 25th remaining that I can go to. And I was going to say final bye until I suddenly remember his present... I grabbed his present from the table and handed it to him and said something like "here, you don't need diet lol the kitkat is special..." and he was like thank you! (I'm almost certain he didn't understand a word that I said when I handed him the present. I'm 100% certain because I didn't even understand what I said to him in Japanese haha!) He placed the present to his right on the shelf and he held my hand again in saying final parting words once again. I wanted to tell him I like his hair color but the staff was rushing me and I was like starting to panic but Mako was super patient with me and somehow, his hands were calming so I got my shit together and told him that I really like his hair color! And then we said bye to each other and he told me 気をつけてね! when I was heading out the door.
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