Vexent「ヴィランズ感謝祭ファイナル」～最後のご挨拶～
2019.05.25 [Sat] 渋谷ZEAL LINK
開催日時 11:00~15:00
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2ショットチェキ撮影会
※2ショット撮影後、メンバーより撮影したチェキにサインを行います。
※その間、約1分程度の会話が可能です。
Lunch
KHRYST+:『贖罪』リリース記念イベント
2019.05.25 [Sat] 渋谷ZEAL LINK
Then I had this for dinner~
I look like this today hi lol~ I've tried my best lol. I took 4 photos total and my fav one happened to be the one where the sign wasn't able to be kept because Mako the dummy sprayed his perfume on the signed side of the cheki instead of the back. Dummy. I love this dummy though I also hate him so much..... so damn much!!!
The day didn't start out great for me. Lined up rounds after rounds till the end of the event. It was humid, it was crowded, it was long, Mako didn't seem like he wanted to talk at all to me, etc.. for a moment while still in line, I thought to myself, "after this it's finally over... all these chaos, all these obsession, all this nonsense, I can finally not be tied to this by my crazy-ass heart. I had a few moment of relieve that it was almost over for my bangya life but then when I was in line for my last photo/during the last photo, I got shaky and emotional. All I had in mind were the things that I wanted to tell him and I have one last minute.. and I debated what pose to do for my final one. I decided to do a hug because the first hug sucked so badly so I wanted a better one... anyways... my emotions this day were just up and down like a rollercoaster ah... And the system was weird. We can't buy tickets beforehand. After each photo, we line up to buy a ticket and get back in line again if we want to take more photos. And we line up with back facing the photo area since there were no curtains.
First photo:
Walked up and told him that I planned to take 5. He asked what pose and I said I dunno. I said um hug I guess. And we did hug pose. After that, and he asked me to think of pose for next ones. The one minute of talking end up being him writing on my cheki for the whole time and I barely said much cause I didn’t know what to say and he’s just not saying anything as well... and I hate the photo lmao. I wanted a hug and I told him no peace sign cause he always makes peace signs, and I guess him the dumbass made a fist and at first his arm was like up my face and then lowered a bit it end up looking like me smelling his armpit ahh... wasn’t happy with it so I wanted revenge haha. I think I also tried to give him my present during the cheki writing part and I said it’s from Kyoto and he was like “you went to Kyoto?!” And I was like yes! I wanted to tell him I chose this cause I want him to never give up like the daruma. He didn’t seemed to be listening blah..
Second photo:
I asked for a forehead pose. I felt at first he only used one hand and then he put his other hand on my arm. Ahhh! I liked how he looked but I looked like shit but he looked so great ahh!! The talk for this was basically me telling him things 90% of the time. I was asking him about his tattoo like why he got it and meaning and he’s like there’s no meaning. I said he’s lying and he just gave me a *ill brush her off with a haha*-type of haha... and then he drew his smaller tattoo on my cheki. He asked, “you like that right?” And I said yes but I like the bigger one more. And then after he was done drawing there were 30 seconds left but he started to say bye and thanks. And I was like there’s 30 seconds left still... and he’s like ah really? =___ = wow. Wants me gone already?! Sorry I am not interesting to you..... we end up talking about how long the line is and how hot the weather is and him telling me to 頑張れ in lining up again... and I think he said my lip color is 良い. I had to had him repeat it and I guess he meant lip make up. I said thanks and his too. And he seemed super humble and was like “ah! ありがとうございます😄💦”
Third photo
For the photo I asked for back hug. Then he was like its 3rd time right? I said yeah. As he was writing on the cheki, I told him that I like his perfume smell. He write 3rd time on the cheki, signed it, drew a heart, and he took something that was on the table (yeah apparently it was his perfume...) and then he said he'll spray it so it'll smell like his perfume~! I was like omg..... yeshhhh!!!! But then we both failed to remember that the ink on the cheki wasn't dried yet so the sign never.... dried.... the heart also didn't survive too. The only thing that survived on the cheki was my name. This time he write myumyumyujika instead of just the normal myujika~! SO CUTE AHHH!! Anyways yes right after, he said something like ty and see you next round and I'm like... again.. there's 30 seconds more... And he was like ahh really? .. Seriously Mako. did you wanted me gone ASAP!? He started saying some random shit again and then it was running outta time and.... ugh and then I started to panic a bit saying I want to tell you many things... He said say it in the next round!
Fourth photo:
Yeah I approached him with basically an almost-crying-state. My voice was shaking, my heart was pounding hard, I didn't want it to end this soon because it didn't feel like an ending yet and like it was super hard to go through this alone without Jamie. I think if I were to be able to say my feelings properly to him, I would have cried on the spot. I was so close to crying but his reaction... made it impossible for me to cry at the right moment. I asked for a proper hug this time, and after that he again spent all the time writing on the cheki. He said it's like a letter and he was saying out everything that he was writing. "takusan aete ureshikatta... motto isshouni itai ze sukiyo arigatou".... it doesn't matter if he really meant it or not nor if it's less words than he wrote on others but the fact he wrote "suki"... at least I'm not disliked as a fan. I'm happy about that. As he was saying the things he wrote, I responded to it with words such as... Mako-san no koto mo suki... After he finished writing it... here was like 5~10 seconds left maybe.. I wasn't able to say what I wanted to say to him.... I tried to say something but his reaction and current aura at the moment wasn't right for me to cry and it just felt so weird. I faintly remember him saying, "mata DMshitene?" Ah... I'm not sure if he even reads DM's..... or just skims them ah.....
I just remembered walking out of the last event super unhappy that Mako didn't give me the chance to seriously say what I wanted to say.... and my tears and emotions were like all over the place in my brain and heart ugh.
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Lunch
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2019.05.25 [Sat] 渋谷ZEAL LINK
OPEN 16:30／START 17:00
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トーク＆握手＆5ショット撮影会(SACRED衣装)イベント内容
So due to Vexent's last event, I thought I wouldn't be able to enjoy KHRYST十 in my best condition nor my heart can even be there. I got a #1 and as I walked into the Zeal Link instore room once again, but this time for K, I already got a super tired feeling and not really having much feelings. And since I got #1, my seat was the first seat to the right on first row. It was the exact spot that I took my photos with Mako at the previous instore.. uh. Wow. There were only about 10~ people at the instore for Khryst and I kinda of feel bad for them ah!!!
As the members came in, I was pleased with the outfit they had on!!!! They were sitting in this order: Iru, Jin, Byo, Quina. So I was kinda right-diagonal from Byo.
The talk part was just them replying to fan's questions from the questionnaire sheets. To my surprise I understood a ton of what they were saying!!!!! (Maybe my Japanese finally has gotten a bit better yay! But my memory is shit so I'm not sure if I can type anything out accurately um yeah)
Most of the time I was looking at Byo!!! I finally got to see the new outfits in person!!! Dude, Quina looked the best that day actually! I couldn't stop peeking at him since he was like right in front of me!! I loooove his hair color and his purple shades!!!! He totally took the spot light today but yes I stared at Byo for most of the time haha! But I made up my mind to have Quina next to be as the second person in the photo. Byo looked good too but he looked normally good. Like he's always good looking no matter what but like just not extra good ahah! I make no sense.
I kept checking Byo out!! I was staring at his clothings to his jewelry(the beautiful ring that I love of his) and his hair and his shades and just everything. I didn't care for his hair but I love his jewelries though! Even when it's other member's talking, I was just looking at Byo. I don't know if I am delusional this or not but somehow Byo's eyes seem to be looking to the right (his left) a ton lot!!! And I'm not sure what he's looking at or he's just staring in mid air or staring at the MC in the far back to the right back corner. But I thought I caught him looking back at me when I was staring at him a few times but since he had shades halfway on, I couldn't see his eyes clearly ah!!!
Highlights from the talk:
- Jine was saying he was nervous cause it's been about 3 years since he had instore at Zeal Link
- Color that represents them. Jin was between green and brown and he had us raise hands to vote and I think I was the only one who voted brown for him lol! Byo's color is orange. Iru is kinda like a red-ish(?) aurora color and Quina is blue (seemed like Q wanted to be purple though cause he said he thought he's purple)
- Talked about what they are afraid of. Quina said bugs. And then Byo talked about how in the PV there are bugs/ants lol. I forgot what Byo said he is afraid of. Jin said he is afraid of かのせい(I'm not sure what this meant but it sounded something like that). And Iru said "注射”.
- I forgot what the question was but Jin was saying he's on a diet and how he started doing squats and he told us his routine and he did a few samples to show us on the spot. He first did with his front facing us and then he turned around and did a few more and we were all laughing at his basically sticking his ass out haha!
- When Jin ends up talking too much, Byo and Quina would do their own side talk and Jin would go like, "sorry, am I talking too much?" LOL
- I requested for them to do acoustic lives at future instores one day! They said they might try that in the future!
- They were asked about if they have stories where they were drunk I think. But I didn't remember any of their responses.
Handshake:
Originally I had nothing to say to any of them due to Vexent but then from the talk part, I figured something that I wanted to say to most of them.
- Quina: I tried to tell him that I also hate bugs too but he obviously had trouble hearing me cause I was talking so damn soft and when he finally understood me, he said, "you also dislike bugs too?" and I said yeah! and that was all I had time for cause I was way too fucking dumb to say anything more.
- Byo: Ofcourse whenever I see Byo, I am always at lost of words. I said お久しぶり and he said 久しぶり、元気？I replied with 元気です！and I attempted to tell him I hate bugs so the Rakuraku pv.... meh. Byo was leaning towards me because he wasn't able to hear me and when he finally figured wha I said, he was like the Raukuraku pv is dame? *he made an x with his arm* and I said yeah... but I really like the song, just the pv is dame. And then that was all I had time for and next person lol.
- Jin: I had completely forgotten what I said to him but I just remembered he looked super happy to see me and was thanking me for coming (I think) and the handshake was super sincere!
- Iru: He immediately lowered himself to eye level with me once our hands were handshaking. And I couldn't catch what he said but I think he said he was nervous and then I told him I was nervous too! I asked him if he remembered me and he said of course because of my make up is sugoi and yellow/lime color contacts.
Photo-shoot:
- I chose Byo and Quina to be next to me. I just did a peace sign because I didn't know what else to do. After the photo was taken, the camera man asked me to check the photo and I said it's good and then I immediately zoomed in to Qiuna and said "え、かわいい！！！" because he looked so dorky in the pic ahh! and then Byo was like, "おれは? かっこいい？" and he shifted the zoomed image to his face on my phone (omg i died melting that moment when he sounded jealous) And I said "um, yes yes kakkoi....!" and I swapped the face back to Quina while saying that. LOL! And Byo asked again, "おれは？、、、だめ？” and he made the x with his arms again. And I was like, "Sorry Byo-sama, Quina's hair color is so beautiful! I really like it!" And I think the two peeps on the back were also wondering what I think of them and I turned to Iru and said he is cute and I turned to Jin and gave him thumbs up and Jin was like "LOL what's a thumbs up supposed to mean!??" And I was like, "it means GOOD! GREAT!!" And then turned back to Byo and Byo seemed to still be shocked that even though he's my fav, I didn't compliment him at all HAHA! SORRY! I wanted to be an annoying shit today I guess. Blame Mako. I felt I've been sitting there since forever and no one forced me to get the fuck out yet but I kinda just thanked them and got up. I faced them one last time and tried to tell them how I'm thankful for this fun moment even though I was in the shittiest mode before I came. I said, "実は、昨日は他の好きなバンドの解散ライブだった、、、" I wanted to finish up what I was saying but then Byo suddenly said with a straight face, "Vexent?" and I looked at his with eyes wide open and said, "eh!? なんでそれ知ってるの！？？" and he said he was in the back the whole time watching..... FCK FCK FCK LOL! BYO WAS AT THE VEXENT LIVE AH.... I was like, "え！？？？？マジで！？信じられない、、、信じられない、、、” I was walking down the stairs to leave while still shocked and right before I stepped out of the photo area, I said one more time 信じられない..!
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Then I had this for dinner~
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