There was absolutely nothing good today.
Today is Carla's birthday and we were supposed to hang out but she got really sick and I didn't know what to do, like to go to her house to still chill with her or change a day since I really couldn't risk getting sick as well. I have a full week of stuff planned out starting tomorrow so if I got a fever... My trip would pretty much just be me being sick and skipping out on everything. Selfish but at the same time... I paid a lot to be here and prepared a lot for the follow week's plans (>__<) I felt so bad but I couldn't get sick. Carla said she had no mood to do anything neither so I think it would be best to just have her rest well first...
And then my Screw last live ticket was supposed to be delivered to me today..... I waited and waited.... and then when I checked the status online.. they wrote that failed to deliver because no one was home to open the door.. LIKE WTF!?? WHAT DO THEY MEAN NO ONE WAS HOME!? I WAS THERE ALL ALONG.... No one knocked on my door though!!! Ugh so I decided to go to the post office to pick it up then. I walked like a fucking 45 minutes and then the post office told me it's too early and package didn't get taken back to them yet... ok... And I have to schedule redeliver. And then I walked back to my room..... I was so stupid. I didn't know why I was walking without thinking and I walked the other direction... I didn't bring my wifi today because I thought, I'll just walk straight and it would be fine and cause I was lazy to get back up too my room to get it since I was downstairs anyways... just I was a stupid piece of shit. I was so sad and mad at myself. I walked 45 minutes the wrong direction... and I had to walk like 1+ hours to get back to my place... so it was a total of 2.5 hours of walking when it should have just taken 45 minutes max.... The whole time I was scared because I had no wifi and was afraid my phone will run out of battery and etc. I had to stop at konbinis and hope I can get wifi cause sometimes my phone is stupid and couldn't connect to the konbini wifi.
Anyways I did finally made it back but the worst was, that whole time, it was raining and I wa sso fucking hungry. I just keep eating bananas that I bought along the way to fill up my starving stomach and avoid getting dizzy from the hunger + also trying to to hold my fucking umbrella and the rain just gets heavier and heavier as time passed by...
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